LazyL

To Maggie The girl already crushed fighting to know who she is but faced every opposition no matter where she goes Eventually life taught her there is no need to fight she will never win her battle Her family tries to make it better without knowing her story without trying to understand what she has gone thru they unintentionally destroyed her last hopes but she has to be given hopes repeatedly as she went on self-destructive path Just as she was about to lose herself fate intervened. thru disguise of opening new chapter of her life she travelled, hoping for best only secretly she kept hopes thus lying to herself of he

Travelling to and fro Knows I always have home a place to return from adventures still young and wild Coming home once more feelings has begun to change but it is still my home! I will continue my ride of fun getting older returning once more visiting old town sadness growing Still travelling looking for my root thought my root was left behind in that old town looking around I realized this is no longer my home it is only past that I cannot return to I sacrificed my roots to do my mission callings I said goodbye to my past not knowing I cannot return As I came back looking for my roots or the feeling of belonging I s

In the midst of foggy night thru the woods on black ground there stood six children in form of circle holding hands slowly moving the circle but jerkly changes directions. Constantly and unexpectedly. Then eerily a sad young voice singing a well known nursery song in low tone. "Riiing ARound ARooosIES!" "PocKet AFull of PooosIES!" "AsHES! (Quick pause) AsHES!" "We all fall Doooown" lorn voice faints away on last word. She gasps as she jerk awake upon the last word in her dream. "Now I muat be studying too much history this week," she tought smirking. As she quickly review her dream she brushed aside the foreboding feeling upon the song a

eyes closing... see the ol' lady moving about slowly dark again buzzing in my ear, listening word by word amazing, didn't realized I'd be able to understand eyes wide open cannot listen to her very well gently seeing the darkness welcoming the calmness into my body smiling for awhile then frowning tipping my head down down, down, onto the desk waking up to the sound of my name teacher asking me to read the paragraph I look at her, oh not so nicely doing it quickly to spite her slowly... my cycle of.. falling asleep begins.. again... ...zzZZZ